Had six hours of remedial this morning and went out with her in the afternoon while ben was unable to fork out his time to join us.
i guess it's better than virtual times everyday, real person is so much prettier than thoughts. All the things, however, still got to be out of reach for me since there's more important things to do.
i guess what i mean for the previous post( the bottom part) is more for someone that irritates me through his choice of words and reactions. It's just my uneasiness when he is been so "mature", while others have to succumb to his feelings and conform?
I still want to be myself, when i'm with my friends, i want to be myself. I just wanted to be person whose emotions are not restricted by your subnormal comments and opinions.
I mean, what do you try to do. I am being myself while u try to change other people's actions? BE SOMEONE THAT EVERYONE LOOK UP TO? BE SOMEONE EVERYONE LIKES? BE SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT HIMSELF MORE THAN OTHERS?
I guess even religious did not change you much, instead, it build up your ego to "outshine".
