Monday, June 30, 2008
But i'm sad that the results i have attained this time is some how an emergency call to my studies.
I did well for English this time, I mean minusing off the careless mistakes, i failed the 50 marks by 1 mark.
For chemistry, i know i have one more portion to buck up on, that is on the new topics of Organic Chemistry.
Both Maths are the greatest failures this time. Not only because i let down Mrs Chew but i felt i have let down Mr Teo and Ms Chow as well.
I'm just sucked.
There are more papers coming tomorrow, i do not pray for the best to come. I'm just scare the better it is, the lazier i am to revise on that subject.
I'm more cautious of this wake up call than be happy now, sad by Jan next year.
As Mr Teo said, "we are the proud France in the Euro Cup."
"we are still relying on Claude Makelele, Lillian Thuram, Thierry Henry."
Our old PSLE t score that never mean much to us now.
COME ON JUNCEN AND ALL THOSE WHO DID NOT DO UP TO THEIR STANDARDS
MAKE IT UP NOW BEFORE WE REGRET.
::6/30/2008 07:26:00 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
1 more day and the sec4s are officially back into machinery mode.
Checking papers is our first stop and after that will be long hours of school days again.
Most probably no chance of going out for anymore outings,
Movies will be watched at home with my old friend, he is cold but able to give so much warmth to me.
No more promises of going around with you, what i can promise are days after days of tys and practice papers.
Will you be sad?
hahah... not necessarily i suppose.
You are more capable than what you and me have thought.
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I watched V for Vendetta yesterday, this morning for more exact.
a good, interesting plot that protraits a well-planned route for everything.
V stands for Valerie, she was one of those guinea pigs used for Bio weapon by the government. While everyone else died due to the disease, she survived and at the same time, her genes was mutated into a body of invincible muscles with ultra-human reflex.
The female leading actor was good looking if not for shaving her hair. The V was never been shown, she was forever under the mask.
A good movie that should not be missed.
In the movie, it very much emphasise on the usage of fear in human. That brings about the totalitarian of this leader.
It says the more cruel animal in this world is non other than human themselves.
ahahaha, see yourselves and you will know what i mean.
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Few days ago, i think waiting for a soccer match in the morning was something quite worthy.
Not just that i win the match for the prediction, it's more about making something for myself.
Realising the the goodness of being in a boys' school.
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::6/28/2008 03:04:00 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Is it a destiny for me to be like that?
Maybe i should start to believe it since it's becoming more and more common to me!
One time, two times, three times.....
I'm losing my faith towards that portions of hormonal agressions now, am I?
But you out there, can you hear and feel my desperate call? I doubt so.
So it's okay, it shall remain this way till the promise i made in my childhood years.
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Watching soccer tonight,
anyone joining me?
hehe.... be supportive of the soccer event, since lottery may fall.
if not, just for the passion that leads me to indulge in soccer games.
Oh ya, one thing. Jojojojojojoeeeellllll, u better sleep early.
U are not a person who can endure midnight soccer since you are not really interested with the sports. hehe....
It's weird to observe ur face is so glum today, the same one that u had at clavance house!
SO IN CONCLUSION, sleep early! let the players do their job!
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6 days in the one week break, well, i received some news for my results now.
A B3 for Chemistry and an A2 for Biology!
Not as bad as i have thought.
Despite that, there's still a long way to go......
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::6/26/2008 06:59:00 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Resting at home today,
Hmm, I think staying at home is better than going because---save money! haha
but in the end,
i still went out.
Bowling was fun today,
with ASC(I), Cat High and SJI beside our lanes.
I feel so noob with my slow and steady ball while they were like zhoooommmmm.... curvy wavy balls! what a description
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Bet on Germany and Turkey
(TURKEY YOU BETTER LOSE 1-0)
Anyway, i hope it to be a good semi to watch than that booooring Italy Vs Spain
Losing 5 bucks to pools! hahaha
but it's not good to gamble k! once every 2 years is still okay
too frequent is bad for ur health as in mentally! :)
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well going school tmr
i'm supposed to collect all the shirt for NAMES PRINTING,
if u are involved, please bring ur shirts to school along, dun give trouble to me pls :D
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Movie tmr, i suppose but i dun really noe the timing
Most probably Get Smart, Zohan or Wanted
this portion dedicate to someone..
A lot of times, i'm just afraid. i do not how to express myself to you since i always feel that u are very indecisive about the person u going with. That's why i'm scared, i'm scare not just about the feeling that i might lose but it's the effort and hearts that cannot be replaced. I was trying hard to convince myself. Then O level is coming, all the statistics has shown that having a relationship never gonna make a person excellent for results! Besides, this may be a weakness in you that you tend to be not that considerate for others feelings. The lack of consciousness about how others will think about ur actions.
All in all, what i conclude here is that maybe u never treat it seriously but i hope one day you are not late to see it.
::6/25/2008 10:01:00 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
Today marks the end of prelim 2, FINALLY!
What a feeling of emptiness within as in i just lost the purpose for living since my nights for the next week will not filled with any study stress.( hopefully!hahah)
After the completion of every paper, i will be like reflect on the work i have just done. Did i do badly, or did i just performed my best?
Of course i hope for the latter when i attained a better and lousy when i attain the former! hahah, am i a typical kiasu student?
For Higher Chinese --->> Not bad, because i just receive the results and i got an A2.
For Chinese Lit----->> 70%, a B i guess since i mug like whole night plus copy, and read the essays for more than 3 times.
For Geography--->> My best subject so far, should not be doing badly, i suppose. hehe
For Chemistry--->> hey, i'm the chem rep! but i think i did not quite well as a chem rep! hahah
For E maths--->> well, just as unexpected that i do not know how to do some of the questions inside the paper, hence a conservative assumption, 70 will be good!
For Social Studies--->> my model essay is with Venice, of course i will not attempt it. Who in this school will revise the Venice when it will not be coming out for O Level? muggers! hahah
For Physics--->> i wanted to kill myself okay! throw away 5 marks so necessarily! ms = millisecond! 1/1000 and not 1/100! remember now!
For Biology---->> not as difficult as i thought but very tricky! Of course, i know how to do all the questions---- after the papers are handed up! :D
For A maths--->> I will be happy with a B now. i'm not looking for As for the time being since i still need some time to get use to all the strange phrasing.
ALL IN ALL, i'm happy that prelim 2 is over and a week of break for the tired minds.
ENJOY YOURSELVES WITH PEOPLE U LIKE! :D
BYEBYE!!!!
::6/20/2008 06:54:00 PM