Saturday, September 22, 2007
Adeus
Au revoir
Auf Wiedersehen
Arrivederci
Adiós
::9/22/2007 11:31:00 PM
back after the super duper hectic week which i find myself sleeping merely 6 hours per day and together with the tight training schedule for i suppose i'm trained to go up for the combine school selection next year and if i were to succeed, I would be happy to see you at Raffles junior college, Or else i might just ended up in Hwa Chong or some other schools that has a convenient transport. Okay, this is quite random here, i'm just rusty to blogging since it has been quite some time since i last blogged. Sian......People who blogs are sian ppl, and personally i agree to this theory. Other than blogging, my life is just school, training, eat, sleep, shop and sometimes going out with friends or tuition. I still dun get what it means by a meaningful life that u enjoy every since bits, thick and thin. What i always get, questions marks and question marks. So add up, more question marks for me to solve them individually. Tedious yet if one day i learn the gesist, i will be a happier person comparing to now. I'm definitely confirm and sure that, the Juncen 2 yrs ago is so much happier and indulging in everything he does. A life where pressure ,responsibilties ad burden are less, people will know to enjoy himself. But i know i wont, now. 2 mroe weeks, keep reminding myself the days are counting down and yet u had done so little. Am I not fufilling my job? Another question waiting to be answered. What i could assure myself, might just be the thoughts going through my head yet there's not much people who really understands me. I dun like to talk that much at times coz i'm thinking, i dun like to talk coz i'm afraid, afraid that i might uttered something wrong and the consequences are fatal. I dun like to talk coz it's just not my character to be out there entertaining or be a clown. My reaction would give u a cold look. The lessons in the past taught me to be more cautious, at the same time, it labelled some sterotype to some people. It's your own will whether to want to go on, what's underneath will never reveal if you dun even have a heart.
I know it's quite funny to be up there chionging the questions and eventually get a 2nd placing( shld be the 1st lor, thx to that lousy buzzer) for the mooncake festival quiz competition. It's lame! SERIOUSLY! but worth to mug 1 period for some popular vouchers right! :D
The attitude i gave the teachers during the briefing was like a problematic child in the child. Coz one of the teacher go up to my Chinese teacher to complaint about her Chinese rep! hahaha..... For that, i just replied, chey..... I jus disgusted by the chinese dept for giving us BAO ZHANG BAO DAO after another BAO ZHANG BAO DAO. Like what the..... You dun even give a chance for the students to choose what he wanted to do and force them to learn a language by MUGGING! -.-. NO! Never let the self centred fish scale get her mindset into us for her own benefits to achieve the standard he gave our boss in school. For the same nationality, i despise her.
What i cannot argue is that, humans are selfish. In all sense or else we wont be killing so much animals and plants, destroying natural habitats for the comfort of our own. Human advance in technology and liberty of thought, the conscience in them goes down the drain. ( even the drain is a kind of destroying the natural)
::9/22/2007 01:34:00 AM
Monday, September 10, 2007
Time flew past everytime when we wanted to cherish somethings that are important to us. There's nothing much things i wanted to say but "Friends 4eva!" and wish you all the best adapting to a new environment. Be socialable towards your new friends might be difficult at the beginning but 万事起头难，what you need most is courage to take your first step out!
I still remember the first time i meet you. Two strangers sharing a common class, i thought there's not much room, little did i expect the bond to be so strong. Maybe our backgrounds are similar or maybe somehow i got lucky that you dun mind my presence.
A picture speaks a thousand words, so just let it tell you that "you will always leave a great impression in my heart!"
Two left one, the competitor has gone, but i promised a good grade to shock you out of US!
::9/10/2007 07:00:00 PM