30 days, the darkness filled the times but i feeling it, thoroughly........ It's engulfing me inside out, the memories left were ever lasting...... I dun noe why i felt this way, maybe a characteristics of me facing things vanishing, perished from this earth and yet I still wishing them to stay, stay to give me a chance to cherish them, spending more time with....... After the fun fair on Sat, i was thinking, leisure is not everything on earth but there are some others which are actually more important. For me, i preferred to be alone at times, when no one is around, i enjoy the silence, the silence that i know comforts my heart, healing me.... There are so many situations, people, issues, obstacles and difficulties i had been through, i know I'm missing you..Missing you....I'm calling out from the innermost, deepest feelings in my heart, to you. It seemed so far, yet within touch. I dare not, dare not to even move my hands forward, I'm afraid of the consequences, a result that never want to see now.
