Tuesday, June 26, 2007
一道坎坷不易之路；
充满色彩，充满困难，
但他却选了坚毅的后者；
使然，一生充满缤纷，不予几，
获之受益者们心中那份敬意；
为国，为民，为家，他已遗无所有。
带着沉静，带着执著，带着他那和蔼的威严，
驾鹤仙归.......
我不哭，因我知他不会想看此景；
但我不会忘记从小在他怀抱下成长的每一天，
总是把一生最好留给我们的每份记忆；
珍惜，为何人总是在失去后才认识到它的重要，
才懂得如何珍惜？
那时，我见到一个铁娘子坚强后的眼泪，
心碎了，彷徨中流露出痛苦，后悔。
只是，他的血将在我心中永永远远流着.......
::6/26/2007 08:30:00 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
It's almost 1 am in the morning and what the hell am I still here posting, updating my blog.zzzzz...yawnz...so sleepy but yet i find quite meaningless to sleep now.......so must well make good use of the time posting another day about me going to church name Revival Nation.
Hmm...my general impression is the church people are friendly-"definitely"( or else how they attract more ppl to come and visit them regularly for service)
But what i'm impressed by this church which differs them from the waikuong's, was the whole setting and environment of the "church".
The Revival Nation church was small in scale in terms of the place, but they do have a lot devoted believers for Christianity. They really put their heart and soul into the church for what they believed which i need to respect no matter what religion i'm having.
So it all started early in the morning when i'm startled up, worried i might be late for the service, (erm...of coz i tried to reject chenxi's invitation, but u noe la, gal leh, how u win them in arguing, haiz...)
As a new-comer to the church, the treatment from the old Christians from the Revival Nation to another Chenxi's friend and me were almost the same as other churches that i had attended just that it's quite usual for me and know how to reject the invitations of the callings the pastors gave.
What i didn't imagine through today's activity was that the pastor for the Revival Nation was so young and updated! (coz you noe what my impressions of pastors are those old fashion people who dun really know nut about teenagers and dun even expect them to know what activities youth would do during leisure time! And she knew about DOTA!haha.....)
The singing part of the church was seriously high! I mean like they really looked like having tons and tons of excitement in them though that did not attracted me much so as Chenxi's friend for he is a Buddhist! haha...i also dun expect new-comer to a church and also being a non-christian could be enthusiastic about what the others were singing.
In the end, as what i had expected, Chenxi's friend and I, simply stoned there for around 2hours and just could not wait to get out of the cosy room. For the music they having, i could not really take it. It's not for the lyrics but the volume of the speakers blasting my dear ear drums apart!!!! I could not imagine how that person who stood right in front of the speaker last the 2 hours and yet be so enthusiastic.
Actually both of us had a clear mission that is to watch red rain's concert, it's also what our initial motive of going to Kallang MRT. You see, when i saw Chenxi's church friend came up to me, i knew and quite sure---i'm been cheated! A service had yet to be a good experience to me in a new church! yea! I'm just quite okay with waikuong's one as there, not as pressurized what i had experienced in the Revival Nation. I'm not saying that church is no good, but i guess not really suitable for people like me! I'm quite a stoner, not much things can really make me excited(other than watching WCG DOTA finals!)...hehe.....for someone like me, i preferred a quite place where i could sit down(of coz, standing for too long will make my back ache!), close my eyes and feel the ambience around. Tranquil is what i needed and not for all the devotions acquired by Christianity. I guess it's something that my parents had influenced me since young.
After the service, we proceed to the Singapore Post centre where the concert was held, i was actually quite shock to know that the whole place was booked by the Heart of God church and they will take that venue as their church! Seriously, u need to know how BIG it is and why i can get so shocked!
And as usual, i saw familiar people over there, erm..quite zzzzz...coz feel weird ah....or maybe i'm shy? maybe ba...
We had 1 band and a dance group performing before the Red Rain's arrival and also they sang some better known songs that atmosphere rising!
I guessed i got quite high too during the concert even though i only JUMP for a few times after the influence by the church people.
The jumping part was disastrous for it just made my old injuries and pains relapse...zzzzz..
I'm getting tired now----yea finally..so i just cut my long story short
~after the concert had ended, Chenxi's friend and I zao asap!
::6/18/2007 12:47:00 AM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
A good day? Or a bad day? I guess neither the first nor the latter one. What i gotten today, there's nothing i wanted to remember and get it into the brain. It's simply not the memory i wanted to have.
朋友易找，知己难求，
此言的确有它的更深的意义。
现在在了解之时，
心也不时地颤抖着;
总希望时光能倒流。
所谓问世间有多少人能体会？
我不能回答，但我知道;
身不由己的时候。
就算知道世上有无不散之宴席，
心中总有一分感慨。
回忆起的想当年；
历历在目的影像；
你我的争霸；
巧克力事件；
我们是好兄弟，至此，直到永远。
我不会伤心，因你心中有我，
那将是我前进动力之源。
::6/12/2007 11:35:00 PM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
06 of June,
A day of rest always as continued from the past 1 week. There are tons and tons homeworks waiting for me to open and see their anticipated faces and yet i'm just too lazy to even give a look at them, but but but i did finish some works that needed to be done! Yea....this shows i'm not that cant be bothered kind of people! haha....
Till now, i guess i detested this holidays as i gained nothing so far from anything i done. The lifeless life that i had now......the only word to describe~~~~~~sian~~~~~
but i know this will change very soon as i'm going back to woodlands library to contribute my CIP hours over there! yea! at least it's better than staying home or going out to spend my precious money away! haha.....Holidays had hardly a real holiday to me.....With tons of stuffs and my own laziness to chiong my homework on that last week of the holidays.i'm sick and tired of all these! Sis...i need you to be here to take care of me! i miss you so much!:(......
Pls finished your exam and be here to guide me through this difficulties...be my light at the end of the tunnel. be the lighthouse that guide the lost ship in the magnificent sea.
I'm wondering wondering wondering.........
::6/06/2007 12:07:00 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
Jolting down the memories;
Unleashing the feelings, sensations;
Now, life had been so dull that i
Conceding defeat to the fate;
Enhancing the shortage of a dying man;
Never let any emotions be exposed.......
&
Great
Love
Occurred
Repeatedly
In
Ancient
::6/01/2007 12:19:00 PM