hmm....hii bloggie, here i back again, not jus to see you but also to share with you the happenings recently. well shall start.....
i will start from friday when i receive my chemistry and physics results back and i dun really understand i always cannot or unable to cope with both subjects wel. i was so confidence with my chem, for being the rep, i shall be good with it all the time. then i was sadly to see my marks to be such an average though. just could not imagine how careless i could be at times , to get all those silly mistakes that should never ever appear in my paper. just feel like knocking my head into the wall and get my brain out to check why am i so careless and forgetful to get the same question wrong consecutively.
Next was physics and was another disappointment to me. It's just freak for me to get this kind of marks ever since the start of secondary school science. A mere boarderline was seriously not for me, nor any of other subjects than ENG( WHICH I SERIOUSLY SUX AT IT, But improving) *hope so*. Still remember his comments, " I think you have some problem with you English man! all ur definitions are wrong!" Upon hearing, I was like emhmmmm....Yes!! I seriously sux to get all the definitions inside the tests either completely wrong or half the marks deducted for errors in describing. but this time, i dun blame my brain, coz i knew it's my fault for being a person who dun like to read books and take out time to slowly correct my errors in English unless i'm forced to. ( which is what my teacher force me to do at pri 5 and amazingly resulted an only improvement during my pri sch life)
Lastly came to Biology which the paper was returned today. For me, it's a some sort of sad as well, for not reading the pages completely. the point i missed in the test costed 3 points out of 20. I was like OMG, it was so dumb for me not to read up when i memerised everything besides that. wah.....so sian, there was no words for me to describe myself. Feeling these were lessons mend for me as steppings stones i hope. a guidance to overcome my mistakes in the future and score for my O level. Which i think shall be the priority now for me, and i will always bear this in mind of my targets and goals i wanted to achieve in my life.
For me, not much good things happens to me recently except for the help from joel's tuition teacher and Ms Chow for her guidance in Maths which i felt i seriously learnt alot and buckup alot as well from previous years. i also want to thank Mr Teo though.. for being such a good teacher as well as a friend who i can confide in and gave me support!
