Sunday, April 29, 2007
finally thurs and fri had passed! which means 2 subjects down and i will have 6 more to complete the Mid Yr Exam.
It's really a fun experience when we have the chance to proceed our exams in the hall( especially, it's equiped with air-conditioners.) sort of cooling our tension and temperature down for our brain to process and function properly! Hmm....maybe i can do well this time..hahaha.....i will pray hard for sure!
besides that, the sensation of 300++ people doing the same paper with you, indeed help u to boost ur confidence somehow coz u will feel motivated when u noticed the person beside you had stopped their hands and you were still chionging to finish....or another one is feeling of high ego when u accidentaly noticed that the people around u were all thinking hard on their questions and you had finished, waiting for the bell....then normally we will start twisting our pens, wasting the time after checking the paper for a few times.
the english paper was the pain in the ass!i just cant get the idea of knocking wood! i mean like what the fuck is that.. he is a carpenter? or something like a job to kill bugs, termites? it was so difficult even to comprehen the passage until 3 quarters of the passage was read! IT'S ABOUT RELIGIOUS BELIEFS! hmm...i wonder people with the same standard of english will ever understand the gesis of that HG knocking wood! Anyway, the full paper was okay....haha..if nothing went off course...but i wont mistaken adoption as abortion for sure! some sort of reminder for me though....never overlook a question...or regrets came after the whole thing was over.
Chinese, never been a problem to me coz it's really shameful to lose out in my best subject over the years! a subject that i believe will hardly flunk, except things happened to cause troubles...paper was okay...some parts were tricky like the 城门失火，殃及池鱼, and not 后患无穷. this might be some stupidness in me which i feel it's bonded to me since Jan 12,seventeen years ago...other than that, everythings quite fine. i felt weird during the whole process of HCL exam, as the sec 4 on my right actually went to the toilet 3 TIMES! it's like OMG! maybe he has some problem with his bladder..aiyo...the toilet smells good meh! 1.30hr leh...and when i'm doing the last few questions, he had already stopped and was playing with his water bottle..tearing the covering plastic and having fun( this is prediction). an interesting scene was the accidentaly peep to the sec4's paper and got a shock! He merely write a sentence for a 4 marks question and 2 sentences for a 6 marks qn! i was like -.-"...he is waiting to fail.
i just hope i wont be in this state! NEVER EVER! Giving up an act of a failure! although sometimes, life is hard but compare to many many others, actually we are so much fortunate and bless for the equipments. at the same time, i also realise that sometimes we only can bring the horse to the water, the will to drink, still count on the horse itself...no point forcing it, i mean what for wasting time on something worthless for you when you had paid so heavily into it..what you had done, is not been ever credit and u also dun noe whether people appreciate it or whether they care about it in the first place.
i went to J8 today with joel, we look like gays for wearing adidas superstar, jeans and long sleeve shrit having our sleeves folded up to the elbow. When i saw him at the venue, i was like, hah....i guessed correctly that joel wore the same type of shirt as me....shld be something to be happy about. this proved that not only women had good instinct, man does as well!:P:P ......oh cannot forget the purpose going J8 was to support my sec 4 friend, Wilson Thong. into the final 20 of Campus Superstar. i was like so proud to have a friend who had such a good vocal.... still remember how i knew him 2 years ago at my primary sch during the teachers' day. i met him there when he was finding his teacher and both of us were the only 2 who wore the cat high symbolic green shorts and metal button shirt. i never talk to him till sec2 when i'm more daring then, i spoke to him for the 1st time and we shared our views in sch as well our places of memory, our pri sch, a sad thing to recall as it's going to merge with Yishun Pri for having a low P1 student intake. i think shld be both parties having the same problem, therefore MOE decided on this plan of merging. I was still thinking that merging school would be Ahmad Ibrahim, since it's so near, like neighbours. Even nearer than cat high and Raffles, coz it's merely separated by a coiled fence! like the berlin wall that separated the 2 sides. Felt really sad whenever i had the chance to pass PxPs and realised that the place i once stay for 6 years had actually changed it's appearance now..the sense of a partially home gone with the wind ever since it had been knocked down by the big trucks for a brand new campus to be build.
Well, now it's exam period, everything seemed occurring so fast! Subject after another, soon it will be over and i can start having a self claimed holiday for sometime before mugging for the common test. Just wish everyone good luck for ur exams, stay focus though. Do not leave any blanks, even u dun noe, just fill it up then leave it...
Labels: GOOD LUCK EFFA FOR UR EXAM
::4/29/2007 12:10:00 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
hmm....hii bloggie, here i back again, not jus to see you but also to share with you the happenings recently. well shall start.....i will start from friday when i receive my chemistry and physics results back and i dun really understand i always cannot or unable to cope with both subjects wel. i was so confidence with my chem, for being the rep, i shall be good with it all the time. then i was sadly to see my marks to be such an average though. just could not imagine how careless i could be at times , to get all those silly mistakes that should never ever appear in my paper. just feel like knocking my head into the wall and get my brain out to check why am i so careless and forgetful to get the same question wrong consecutively. Next was physics and was another disappointment to me. It's just freak for me to get this kind of marks ever since the start of secondary school science. A mere boarderline was seriously not for me, nor any of other subjects than ENG( WHICH I SERIOUSLY SUX AT IT, But improving) *hope so*. Still remember his comments, " I think you have some problem with you English man! all ur definitions are wrong!" Upon hearing, I was like emhmmmm....Yes!! I seriously sux to get all the definitions inside the tests either completely wrong or half the marks deducted for errors in describing. but this time, i dun blame my brain, coz i knew it's my fault for being a person who dun like to read books and take out time to slowly correct my errors in English unless i'm forced to. ( which is what my teacher force me to do at pri 5 and amazingly resulted an only improvement during my pri sch life)Lastly came to Biology which the paper was returned today. For me, it's a some sort of sad as well, for not reading the pages completely. the point i missed in the test costed 3 points out of 20. I was like OMG, it was so dumb for me not to read up when i memerised everything besides that. wah.....so sian, there was no words for me to describe myself. Feeling these were lessons mend for me as steppings stones i hope. a guidance to overcome my mistakes in the future and score for my O level. Which i think shall be the priority now for me, and i will always bear this in mind of my targets and goals i wanted to achieve in my life.For me, not much good things happens to me recently except for the help from joel's tuition teacher and Ms Chow for her guidance in Maths which i felt i seriously learnt alot and buckup alot as well from previous years. i also want to thank Mr Teo though.. for being such a good teacher as well as a friend who i can confide in and gave me support!
::4/17/2007 10:55:00 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Sorrie bloggie...
actually i had no mood to be here posting another entry....i did not want to do this but just sorry to vent my anger here...
i had just been frustrated over things that were not going very well recently for around 2 days with all the irritating people who surround me, killing my spirit in my nasty environment and claiming themselves to be some great people...
i hate to tell... hate to express in words as i know some how i will screw everything up for i cannot do a good job in describing ... seriously i do not know what the problem he had... taking things for granted and expect people doing so much things without even a thank you till the end.... you do not know what happening so far i believe and you had never ever spend a sec of your life to care for them. the only time when you do care was that issue had gone up to be an urgent case.
you live in your own world,we live ours, what happens with us had not be something or i should say you do not even care, you do your own things and expect others to be same like you, HELLO! we live in different world ,man! You are ( i dun noe what i shld say). You are selfish for what i think is due to your ignorance learnt somewhere on this earth where nobody knows....
I never regret for what i had done this year or last year. I know in my heart, i had did everything i could to stop some things from happening, but the result was ignorance. I knew a lot expectations fell on me. the fact is i did. I SERIOUSLY DID! I SWEAR! i tried so hard, no one see the effort. I wanted to be a nobody, then always caught up in trouble that i'm not wrong from the start till the end.
I wonder would he ever care about others feelings towards certain issues and do you know how much effort you want another person to waste for lending you a helping hand....hey, people are not your servant even for a friend! dun take them for granted! BECAUSE THINGS DO NOT COME CHEAP AND FRESH!Labels: for the person who think i piss him off
::4/05/2007 10:53:00 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Hey bloggie! Was been a long time ever since i last post.... don't blame me
for not coming here often as i got other stuffs that require me more than
writing a post everyday....normally i dun really like to bring school work back home
nowadays as i find it quite difficult for me to concentrate with the presence
of the my laptop.....
i could feel the temptation inside me, from the back of my head telling me to open it
and press the ON button. Maybe my brain's telling me the song " Couldn't take my eyes off you".....lingering back here. i tried to resist at times. ended up failing every time.
This week is full of events like the sports and aesthetic people striving for their gold with honest. *wondering what will we say and think if they dun get it since our school spent so much money on them compare to us the sports*
other than all these, it comes my sub sequence tests and soon my mid year examination which i sort of looking forward to. and today, the bio lesson was so stressful... all the things were so new to us from the mesophyll and the epidermis, in addition with the physics and chemistry stuffs. I wonder how long can i last to see the light when the whole learning point is over and take a rest for the upcoming challenges...Life is full of these obstacles that we need to overcome...when you are not clear of anything, do not be afraid to open your precious mouth to consult ur friends, even if your friends do not understand like you, there are always teachers who are willing to lend their helping hands to students who willing to take initiative. I like adidas just as much i love their quote, "impossible is nothing".
Gotta let you off for a while from now and as well as dota, which i hope i can, till the end of this term, i would be able to perform better than last 3 months. To prove life w/t training will make me study better or best ever in 3 years life in cat high.
A lot of people asked me about my status in that matter after April, but i seriously caught in dilemma, the choice is not set till i find my true feeling for the gesis......
::4/03/2007 05:37:00 PM
