I'm dead....in total darkness.... no sight to my body or anything in my surrounding.... my heart shivers..... my eye balls rolling from left to right, from right to left then, nothing..... it's just smell of teak woods suffocating my lungs..... I'm pressing on my chest hard.....praying the miracle of O2 to get in..... i waited.....with patience.... calming myself....i'm alright....no harm done here...relax.... 1 hour, 2 hours, 3 hours....... then...... cold sweats rolling on my skull, through the gaps inbetween the hairs.... the patience gone..... i tried to turn my exhausted body......to reach you.... eeeekk..... THE SPACE WAS TOO NARROW..... i realised.... In the End... I come to sense to gave up...totally....all you want... I Tried....tired.... couldn't give you........ Disappointment.....not for you.... Me inside bleeding profusely.... ........... for what i couldn't and what i had could done but the outcome was unbearable to be seen....... .........
