Thursday, March 22, 2007
but i was seriously surprising to see my ex classmate in the same train as me
and talk to her for the first time since 3 yrs ago.
she did not change much, was almost the same as last time.
what differentiate her from my memory bank was just that few more sense of maturity
we chatted a while to catch up with each others life in our school,
all the thicks and thins we faced. also we talked about the renovation that our primary school is going through this year. Didn't go back there for quite some time and seriously wondering what was happening in there.. Hope i could get more information on the visit back during Teachers" Day...
actually i was feeling that coincidence had been occurring in me very often recently when i met another primary school friend at timezone. It was a place where you never ever to be expecting this kind of event to occur, too weird, too surprising as well fascinating by their occurrance in front of you, smiling, waving and a sweet "Hello!"
With these gestures, might just brighten up my day through.....haha....
i might not be very good in expressing myself through words, but i hope one day, one day there could be someone who understand and willing to share the happiness and sadness with me.....
Labels: you are always the light at the end of my long tunnel...
::3/22/2007 07:02:00 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Holidays were mend to be relaxing if without all the homework presence here.....*wishing* at least....
It the 2nd day and i had wasted both i think other than practising my 800m at the soccer field near my house....didn't really went out yesterday, was thinking of saving some money for myself....Watched 2 movies, Hollow Man 2 and Deathnote.....Really nice movies for both especially the second one....i really idolise the high standard of wits they could have in their brain.... I was predicting whether they can use more percentage of the brain than me.....should have.....certainly..
Such a long time without the it....now it was bored though....seriously when you watched others playing and you were at the side watching...the feel of it suck to the core... then i could not blame anyone as understanding was vanishing into air.....
Today, i seriously need to apologise though...was late for half an hour.....:P:P really paisei though.... overslept again for overnight gaming.....so in return, i waited for you at 3 to 4 plus.... even now.:D:D
The game at SRC was interesting though...mesmerising the days back then, when i first went up to the deck. Coach's words coming through the left ear, vanishing in seconds from the right ear..accompanied by the shaking of both legs and yet trying so hard to keep them still to the ground..... was thinking would i fall before the ball was pitched....
After our lunch at KFC, where i finished 1 chapter on chemistry of molecular structure of carbon, the same time digesting my Bandito. The rest over KFC was good. replenishing all the sweat spent under the hot sun watching......
We couldn't wait to get to our bus from kallang to Suntec Convection centre... there was quite a chaos on the way when Secondary Ones was so "quiet" though.... Wondering if their teachers bought ear plucks everyday?? :P:P....
Then two of us proceed on our trip while others all went home throught the MRT train....Nothing much changed at the city link but jus no ELLE's booth near cool the SONY VAIO display shelves showcasing the latest VAIO C "CHIC, CHIM & COOl", VAIO L, those laptops and desktop, i had only one word to describe, " FANTASTIC"! absolutely cool in the sense... YOU CANNOT RESIST IT!
I was planning to even working 2 full months just to own a VAIO L though....
The IT SHOW this year simply rocks. Everything over there was so new and stylish except for that FAKE IPOD NANO 2 some "B" salesmen selling, cheating on the innocent consummers who thought they had bought a stuff for such a "fantastic" price when they would cry over at home finding it was made by some other ulu factory not own by APPLE company...
Joel and I was squeezing through the huge crowd over all 3 floors, seriously torturing myself to all these pushing and shuffling by some rude mid-age uncle and aunties who never open their mouth to say " excuse me" before holding up their muscular arms to force us aside. I wondered whether a tape or something caught up in their mouth and that'swhy they were unable to even talk. The only well manner lady was the one at the cheap port hard disk booth when she asked me for the queue but sadly to tell her the damn freaking long queue that might awaits her was at the other end.
In the end, I bought a cooling fan for laptop and a nice speaker to blast some songs at home at times when i'm emo. while Joel got his port disk, and printer ink that entitle to 10% on purchase.
And lastly was his One Care MSN software worth $60 which i shared part of it for usage soon.
That means going to say bye bye to my avast. Time to change also. The sensation of safe using microsoft stuffs.
Think i will stop here...this post is far too long than expectation...
::3/11/2007 11:38:00 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
the start of E-learning programme... and today was the first day....
Everything was quite okay just with some jam in the holy cat high portal when more than 1000 pupils signing in to access to their assignment....
Was having a lucky day been the early birds who did not caught up with the TP's favourite breakfast....
Done all the assignments online..left with those hard copies one....need serious rest for myself to keep alert nowadays....while dotaing through the whole day via zion....
Will be another E-learning tomorrow...got to pull myself out from that comfortable zone early or else...haha.....rofl.....
this part was dedicated to the other self who was been so lone withstanding the criticisms all these long....We fought together,never gave up on each other, the superb chemistry between us was the proof to all of you out there.
Now....all gone...although been together, the feeling no longer accompanied us...
But we believe in miracles.....miracles like hope as Hope is a state of mind, not of the world. Hope, in this deep and powerful sense, is not the same as joy that things are going well, or willingness to invest in enterprises that are obviously heading for success, but rather an ability to work for something because it is good.
Labels: see me throught the lightz...
::3/05/2007 10:56:00 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
These few weeks....
I'm dead....in total darkness....
no sight to my body or anything in my surrounding....
my heart shivers.....
my eye balls rolling from left to right, from right to left
then, nothing.....
it's just smell of teak woods suffocating my lungs.....
I'm pressing on my chest hard.....praying the miracle of O2 to get in.....
i waited.....with patience....
calming myself....i'm alright....no harm done here...relax....
1 hour, 2 hours, 3 hours.......
then......
cold sweats rolling on my skull, through the gaps inbetween the hairs....
the patience gone.....
i tried to turn my exhausted body......to reach you....
eeeekk.....
THE SPACE WAS TOO NARROW.....
i realised....
In the End...
I come to sense to gave up...totally....all you want...
I Tried....tired....
couldn't give you........
Disappointment.....not for you....
Me inside bleeding profusely....
...........
for what i couldn't and what i had could done but the outcome was unbearable to be seen.......
.........
::3/01/2007 06:51:00 PM