Tuesday, February 20, 2007
The season of Giving and EnjoymentDelicate this post to my tuition friend of the past, someone whom i might see her every morning at the MRT station waiting for her friends or sitting next to the Today Newspaper Box....slacking...haha...i did notice your OK! The tuition i had during primary school days was fun with pupils all around Yishun gathered at one place learning different subjects.....If not wrong i was the slackest one among all. That's what i think at that time as everyone seemed to be really concentrated to Mr Koh's speech and sometimes his Fortune telling....haha....Maybe this was every one's favourite activities to have during the bored lessons.....Now, 3 years passed without any tuition....I started feeling uneasy initially but as time passed, the realisation of self study sometimes actually was more effective than paying $80 to 4 lessons per month......Then, these 2 months actually gave me lots of thoughts on myself....wondering whether i had been slacking too much like Wendy in Sec 1...... It's a bit difficult for me to really settle myself down on one thing at a time, just had this feeling that something really heavy is pressing down on my heart...making me difficult to breathe at times, then my brain was like lost almost every time during Physics, Biology and Chinese Lit lesson.....Hoping this CNY was able to help me wash away all the bad luck of the past two months....start afresh again to get back my feelings on memorising subjects....The setbacks shall be thrown aside when needed, and my life of study shall change.....
::2/20/2007 10:56:00 PM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
The days that i experienced, never seen to be part of my life....i did not feel it to get into my life...just briefly browsing pass every second of it and i did not even try to hold on tight to it.....Now, does the problem lies on me or on you? For that, i did not know the answer as no one knows the solution to it....Time may be needed here. For me, or for you? I have no idea of it...Passed days was shit out of me.....subjects expected to be flunked but not that freaking subject that i had never even get borderline before....whether to laugh or to cry...depress was a alternative but it only can help for a time being....others still lays on myself to get through...Sharing shoulders ba!! yeah......:)To improve on my English shall be the antidote for my exhausted muscles of the shoulders and the back to agree helping me in hold on the burdens.....Family is what i concern...Love is what i give....Faith is what i trust....Perseverance is what i hold....Tolerance is what i need.....Friendship is what i want.....Kinship is what i craved.....for everything else...You are what i believe....Believe that you will give me support and never doubt decisions that i made....
::2/13/2007 10:21:00 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Being a new day.....
time is going fast....in the blink of an eye, my common tests are round the corner..which i think i might did badly this time as always being lazy in study at times....
maybe i'm not like my sister, i did not inherite the better genes from my parents on focusing on my job....although it is going to be bad, i will still try my very best to attain the best result.....
A very memorable cip at woodlands last wk... as always being hopeful, things went well and of course with you accompanying me throughout was great....never imagine i would feel library to be fun.....and the duration to be so short....like what others said, happiness are always short, difficult to enjoy every minute that we have.....
haha.....
::2/03/2007 10:30:00 AM
