Thursday, December 21, 2006
conclusion de la joie, 喜びを見つけること,寻找快乐
Here, I'm back again....with sensations skimming through my body....
slowly, slowly, it builds up. More and more now......
I merged myself into the world of darkness......From there, I know the truth of my inner self.
Because I am not a Bank, I am not secure to you,Because I am not a Clown, I cannot entertain you,
Because I am not a devil, I am not daring to you,
Because I am not a doctor, I am not patient to you,
Because I am not a French, I am not romantic to you,
Because I am not a inventor, I am not creative to you,
Because I am not a koala, I am not huggable to you,
Because I am not a Saint, I am not holy to you,
Because of all these, I can only send my true love for you.
Haha....emo craps.........
Just spent days with trainings and CIP at woodlands regional library....which was quite fun for me and hope for my friends as well.....We really learnt lots of stuffs with the hours spent over there....(actually we didn't expect to have so much fun)
I was having a good time or a should say enjoying the time takan some other school students who are doing CIP as well...haha....a bit evil....Muahaha....And tomorrow we are back again for another session........Cya lib...
::12/21/2006 10:41:00 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
2-10's Wonderment......Was enjoying myself for the second gathering BBQ party the previous night and it had been a great time spent with my friends at wenbin's place....( so happy to be at that venue coz it's very near my house....:D:D:D:D)Wee went along with us around like 13 people altogether...which includes Wenbin, Ms Cheang, Fangyee, Qiming, Pok(Jason), Dom, Wendy(yunli), Ryan, Arron, Joel, QingShan, YongCai, Me and Wee....Wee and me waited for yongcai under our block supposely at 7pm but he was late for 11mins......then we set foot to the OCBC Bank next to the ChongPang CC to meet up with Joel and QingShan.....as soon as we met, we strolled through the Chong Pang City to wenbin house where is located next to the army camp....haha so near though.....When we reached and after registration......the search of the BBQ pit took us sometime....damn xian lor....The first thing that got into my eye upon reaching the pit was Arron sitting on the rocking toy horse......quite funny though....and all the rest were either starting the fire or having drinks at the side.....I had a small cup of orange juice before proceeding to my favourite activity for BBQ......Becoming the chef....ahaha....was really tired but STINK....although BBQing came with all the consequences, it was accompanied by satisfaction when people were enjoying the food that u cooked...We took turns to be the chef and it was also a chance for me to take a break, to taste my BBQ skills and amazingly, my food was nice....yeah....I think becoming a chef would be my second alternative for a job.....The whole BBQ lasted till 9plus after a call from the volleyballers or i should say the caller is (Samuel)....it ended.....we packed together and some of us were playing 终极密码with the left food...also a way to finish some of the food though...haha.....The second part of the party was spent in the pool room......all together we played 4 games....first game was Joel tagging with me against teng and Wendy......as a beginner... i was quite happy with my performance to score 2 balls.....the 2nd match was me tagging with Joel again against Wee and Ryan.....both teams made our effort and turned out to be really exciting match.....In the end we lost unashamedly to them with 1 strip left on the table before they hit in the black solid......The following 2 matches were tight as well...as their skill was par with one another, we could not determine the outcome and we just wanted to know which side the luck stood to.....Our party ended at 11pm.....from there we separately went back home....but not worries as we are still seeing each other next yr....a consolation to us from other class as there was not a need for us to change class......This party was a bit different from the previous years... first of all was the ambience, calm, tranquil filled with excitement and urge to be with friends that we knew for 2 year or long than that.....It was a time for us to get together and shared our happiness and sadness we had in school.....I'm just looking forward to next year's class party.....
::12/15/2006 11:30:00 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
An Untitled PostSince the start of the holidays, i had been spending most of the time doing nothing at home......what was more interesting to me was my trainings and my outings.....time that i did not spend at home.....My mum was back 2 days ago....glad to see her returning back....it had been quite lonely without her nagging and orderings.......haha....maybe i'm too used to live with her.....She had brought lots of stuffs back....local delicacies, etc.... but she had forgot to buy stuffs for me and i remembered that i did remind her....hmm.....upset....Recently i met up with some personal problems..... 1st was to that person....I really don't know how i can tell you what i want and even when i wanted to say....you never give me the chance.....for some reason, you will always find some excuses to "dodge" the communication with me.....Am I been stupid to listen to myself at times? I really don't know what i wanted most from you..... I'm caught in a dilemma here now....Can anyone just advise....but i doubt anyone know my difficulties here....Maybe i should put it deep into my heart......hidden from everyone.....sealed....Now i wanted to apologise to this person here....Just been sorry for indecisive at times....Hope you can understand my position at different situation.
::12/12/2006 08:03:00 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
Camping Home...
Another day at home spending time with my friend.....we knew each other for almost 5 months....
Still remember the day i met him....it seemed like we are fated to be together....as i walked towards him....take a look at him...he glance back and gave me a friendly look in return which is telling me "
I'm your friend dude, you will love me....we will get benefit from each other"
I hesitated....
I'm afraid of been hurt by a stranger although i always wanting to make new friends...
I sat down....thinking.....my mind was full of concepts and ideas of protecting myself...
picking up my courage....i put my first step out and reach my hand to him....
He didn't mind what i had done and accept my request....since then we had been good friends and we almost see each other everyday.....
Days without him will be bore....missing his jokes, entertainments provided just cannot be measure in context....it's infinitely.....My com...
On the other hand....i need to
emphasize not to neglect anything that is crucial in my life....knowing our prioties allows us to have a clear target for ourselves....
::12/04/2006 12:17:00 AM
