Thursday, November 30, 2006
Counting down the days passing by......i feel time is really flying, so fast, so fastthat it do not give me a chance to catch my breathe.I did not even have the opportunity to glance at the people and things that nutures since young....At times, i felt i had been put on so much burden that my shoulders became unwilling to fight through these hardships together....I had been left alone again....in the dark....everything was so quite.....the sound of my breathing and tempo of heart seemed to be the only motions that told me "I'm still alive." "Am I?" I asked myself....maybe i am, maybe i am not..... who knows?? The door of my heart had not been opened......It is not been open since the day I realise the state of the society that we are in....I never find a reason to do it...Labels: Holidays Or Is It Horrordays
::11/30/2006 09:28:00 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
days back
Love this trip back home and felt it's a really fruitful one.
Visiting relatives and friends of my parents......going around places myself most of the time....feel bored by the loneliness....
Days spent at home watching movies and korean drama series....and i finished goong....although the quality of the content is not as good as the one in s'pore....
Sleeping alone in the night.....a really scary experience at first...then soon as i got used to the ambience....everything seemed to be calm and getting into a stage of silence in me.
Looking up into the sky at night....eyes of the unvierse blinking within the darkness ....a scene that can never be spotted in s'pore....
Traditions and culture passed down through generations been practised and it's also my first time taking part in the whole ritual. I felt being honour in some ways and it's also a chance for me to met up with relatives and people who might help me in the future..... It was a brand new experience for me as well. The whole thing started with days of preparations (which i never took part). We prepared a total of 60++ dishes and incense paper. On that day, everything went well just with a minor mistakes as a beginner.....Sending our prayers to our honourable deities.
::11/27/2006 01:40:00 PM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Flying Day
Now i'm in Changi Airport and i jus cant imagine the feeling of been here again since last year's bangkok trip.........
This time, is back to home.....NOt much to say......Jus
Bon voyage!!
::11/04/2006 07:27:00 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
The Great GymI went for gym tonight and it's damn hiong with all the exercises especially those working out on my core muscles...... Feeling that my core muscles are really weak though, i cannot even lift a weight properly..... maybe we focus too much on our arms and legs. We neglected the need of building up other muscles groups....Hmmmm...... my new target is to building up my cores asap.....or else i will look like some freak....
::11/02/2006 11:38:00 PM
It's done!!!!FInally after hours of work, the thing is done....Yeah.....i'm so happy.....hahaa.......
::11/02/2006 11:29:00 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
DecisionIt was a long day for me, waking up late had not been a luxury to me anymore(at least for now) cos today was the day they flying........Receiving the answer from you actually surprises me to a certain extend. i did bot expect that as you are always the stubborn and had the mentality that you will always win. I'm not sure whether it was correct to describe you this way, but it is how i feel about u. And now, that was a great decision for me to make. It can be a real beginning or an end. I just wanna you to answer me a question; " What is important to you now?"I really need your answer as it matters a lot to me...I went to queen's way shoppiong centre to buy a shirt for myself for my own holidays........Well, it's quite busy for me and i was shed when i finally shopping. Almost slept in the bus if my friends were not joking during the ride......When i returned back to yishun, i was shocked not to see you on the road.....I only knew it when u msg me....... I dun know how i felt about that but i'm just wordless in describing........I'm sick and tired having the experiences of washing machine, twists and turns, hots and colds, eventually hurting myself again.....Maybe one day, when you settled down with your feelings and burdens. Then you come to tell me the plight of yours............It's impossible for me to know when you treat me like a item to showoff.....
::11/01/2006 02:57:00 PM
