Tuesday, October 31, 2006
The posting was out!!!!!!Today was the last training for me in a month's time......so i will enjoy my holidays back home.....still gotta work really hard cos our season starts on the 3rd WEEK OF JANUARY. Refining my techniques to the best that i could myself to .....Most importantly for today is that, our posting result was out and luckily, i got into triple science together with dom, yunli, fangyee, xuande and last of all jonathan cher....I am happy only with this mapbe.......finally i can put some of the worries and burden inside my heart down.......I was see them off to taiwan tomorrow. What is left- me with a disappointment......i wonder why they are worried that a student could do harm to them???Do i look like those kind of people who is able to influence vast number of people?It's just irony to know about this truth that time........even though i had been expecting that to happen, i never believe that reason was so crap....
::10/31/2006 07:46:00 PM
Monday, October 30, 2006
Resting holidays
A normal training day for me, was still meddling with the wallpaper that i promised........it's had been quite hard to produce this piece as i had changed it a few times due to amendments and sometimes due to the urge of producing a master piece for you......
So please give me some of your patience.......
i know that u believe in patience,
i know that u believe in trust,
But have u ever consider my feeling for what you believe?
i trusted you to give me chance ,
also i made chance myself,
what i got is just rejections and left out.
Feeling of the heart being loss and empty......Hahaa......i'm been EMO.....
::10/30/2006 08:35:00 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
The day, Open house
it's was a hectic Saturday, everything seemed tired to me.......
sleep always too little to me......
Arrived in sch around 7.50am, we help MG on the preparations of the booths...... actually i was quite guilty of not staying back on thurs to help him cos the open house is for all of us and i jus pang......
Lucky, it went out well today, no much things and out training today was just throws and battings.....
::10/28/2006 04:56:00 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
1st Day of Rest....The holidays came finally afternoon such a long period of waiting. It can be good as well as bad to some ppl though.....
For me, it's about REST!!!! YES!!!! No more waking up at 5.30am in the morning anymore...........Muahahahaa.......
Life is luxury to me now.........with only trainings and cip at woodlands sometimes..........maybe i will take this chance to read more books.........aim for a B3 for english next yr and i will get a good present from him....
::10/27/2006 07:09:00 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Choices Sometimes i wonder if i had made the correct decision to wait.
He advises me to think twice and see whether the sacrifice i made is worthly.
I'm caught in a dilemma in choosing the correct path to continue,
as the verdict comes, i guessed what he said is right.
I'm jus a spare tyre.
Wondering why i can put down important things of mine but she cant?
Am i so insignificant to you?
Considering for what i had done so far. I dun think i have enough energy left for you. No matter how fast or how long a person can run, he will be tire one day without any encouragement.
Think it's time for me to take a break.....
::10/26/2006 08:02:00 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Life is the process which we face difficulties and i cannot deny that everyone needs friends and families to motivate them during different situations.
And it's no exception for me.
I have 2 sisters.
I love them with all of my heart.
Wanted to thank them with my innermost gratitude.
Supporting everything that they do is my part.
Offering my listening ears whenever u need.
Lend my helping hands at any situations.
Missing ur lots and hope our relationships strong forever.
Whenever i feel down, i will always get the motivation to go on from ur.
Thinking through the days we been together.
Without ur presence, there will not be me standing here now.
Expressing my love through this blog, Jus hope ur dun mind.
::10/25/2006 09:37:00 PM
Through the dives, feeling the pain through the sand.........
The
ambience was good today,maybe due to the low pollutant standard index. We were back in training, with normal warm ups and throws, i could really feel that i had a clear mind for the 1st time.
Breathing in fresh air for the first time since 2 weeks ago.... f##k those cultivators who burnt down forests w/o considering the health of people in
the neighbouring countries.... causing infection to my poor throat, and
driness on my lips. i wonder if they ever consider in the event that the victims were
their own families..
::10/25/2006 09:07:00 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Life is process whereby we experienced happiness and sadness through every event that we went through.
Through these, we learnt lessons that helped us to become success in the future. At the same time, we cannot neglect all the people who had helped u in one way or another. They spent their precious time to cultivate the uniqueness in u, help u to succeed.
Logic of life is very simple. As we walked down the road, dreams and inspirations come into screen. They become the motivation to push us forward, but dreams and inspirations can be something that is unreachable. Therefore we need to know our own abilities, ask opinions from those people who cared about you and then, determined whether to
persue our dreams. Sometimes, things are difficult to accept but life is also about struggle and facing reality.
Never try to hide from reality,using another alternative to run away from it. 所谓，“吃得苦中苦，方为人上人”
Keep relfecting on ur weak points, im
prove them bef
ore set foot for greater things.
All the best to you if u are reflecting on urself and eventually know ur ow
n mistakes.
::10/24/2006 04:45:00 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
Having a bored bored morning playing chess in the class accompanied with film "Jackass", a stupid show with people making fun and torturing themselves....It's like ****.....
When it came to the emergency exercise, everyone is like so excited....well, soon our excitement became torment.... WE sat under the hot sun for almost like half an hour, sun bathing and drenching our uniform.....
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
A normal day for me though, nothing much. Usual morning with lots of work and other stuffs. I was so tired with almost 5-7 hours of sleep everyday, hmmm........ think i should cut down the time playing dota......
I went to woodlands this afternoon........to get CIP form from the library, the staff was nice and helpful....hahaa......just that she is not a teenager......:P... Wee, Qihang and clement was there too. So we went back. I wanted to do more CIP in the library so as to increase my CIP hours as much possible........the higher i got, the higher the LEAPS points i can get...... I must strive for the "O" levels and try to get into HCJC or RJC....i love this 2 JCs because they are the top JCs in the town.
They will also increase my chance of getting into a good university, i believe that the good reputation of the JCs will assure me a good job in the future.
Life is about struggle and i will always bear that in my mind.
::10/22/2006 06:53:00 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
1st post onli..... besides...its not jc typing
::10/17/2006 05:10:00 PM
This is by JC, and this is the first blog that i had ever created.
The propose is very simple, i'm bored......Haha......
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